well I had a crappy day today. First of all I was supposed to go to the doctor's at 410. The doctor's office is in Draper which is at least 45 minutes away - and with the construction they've decided to do it would be more like an hour or more for sure. One time I made it there in 28 minutes. We had to surgically remove Cody's fingers from the dashboard. But my niece/babysitter didn't get to my house until 5 minutes to 4:00. I drive fast - but not THAT fast.
So that was very annoying. I mean I know sh*% happens, but my problem is somehow I have gotten to be a very busy person lately and I have 1-2 things to do EVERY DAY for the next 3 solid weeks. So it's not like I can just say oh, ok I'll reschedule. LAME.
So now I have to go tomorrow at noon. And the shitty part is a) I have to leave play group early and b) the kids have to come with me and I have to hope they aren't cranky and/or insane at the doctor's office. Normally that wouldn't scare me at all, but seeing as it's an hour away for one, and play group is during Burgundy's normal nap time so by the end she is not very happy with things... I can only hope and pray that she will sleep the whole car ride down.
The other thing that is annoying is that I shouldn't even have to go to the doctor becuase I saw her a week ago and I forgot to ask her a couple things. Her nurse told me she doesn't do phone consultations and I would have to come back in. Great. There's 3 hours out of my day, and about 20 bucks in gas. LAME.
And then the other fun thing is I had the idea to go see Laci & Ryan this weekend for several reasons: We have never stayed at their place, we miss them, we want to celebrate with them, I NEED a haircut, I want to look good for my open house next week (and no I can't go to anyone else, because Laci IS my hairdresser. it took us a while to get it just right, but now she KNOWS how to do my hair so it works and I love it every time and there is no way I am going to someone I've never gone to before and HOPE they get it right for what is *to me* a very important day), Finn needs a trim, I wanted him to look great for his first day of preschool... I am getting far far too annoyed to keep listing reasons. Yeah it's only like the biggest day of his little life so far. I guess I'm silly to want him to look cute and handsome with a perfect new haircut, etc. And my entire business only hinges on my Open House at this point, not that THAT's a big deal or anything, and I want to feel confident and like I look good. (not that anyone really takes it seriously besides me anyway...). But yeah whatever. The point is now we can't go see them because this week is crazy for Cody at work and he doesn't feel comfortable leaving this weekend. And I get that, I do. But my husband, the would-be politician, when I asked him didn't say hell no it's going to be too busy. He said maybe that could work, I'll ask Bart, etc. And from a man who never says "yes", well I take those words to mean yes.
So I am very annoyed about that. We are trying to figure out when we can go in September but who the hell knows at this point because we can only go when no one else is there and guess what that's never pretty much. And that's not really the point, the point is I wanted to get this in before next week.
LAME.
So, I am very annoyed at the moment. I made Cody take me out to dinner to make my day a little less annoying. That was nice. But I am STILL ANNOYED. I knew we were playing it by ear, but this is not by ear - this is we never should have had the idea in the first place. This is it's stupid to think that could happen I just didn't tell you that for whatever reason. This is you should've known that even though you asked point blank and weren't told no it's undoable... UNTIL NOW.
I will continue to be annoyed by this. I will be annoyed this weekend. I will be annoyed on my open house when I have to do my hair that day, and I will be very annoyed on Finn's first day of school. Especially if I attempt to trim his hair and f&*k it up which I tend to do.
I certainly hope tomorrow is less annoying for me. Because right now I just want to cry.
So that was very annoying. I mean I know sh*% happens, but my problem is somehow I have gotten to be a very busy person lately and I have 1-2 things to do EVERY DAY for the next 3 solid weeks. So it's not like I can just say oh, ok I'll reschedule. LAME.
So now I have to go tomorrow at noon. And the shitty part is a) I have to leave play group early and b) the kids have to come with me and I have to hope they aren't cranky and/or insane at the doctor's office. Normally that wouldn't scare me at all, but seeing as it's an hour away for one, and play group is during Burgundy's normal nap time so by the end she is not very happy with things... I can only hope and pray that she will sleep the whole car ride down.
The other thing that is annoying is that I shouldn't even have to go to the doctor becuase I saw her a week ago and I forgot to ask her a couple things. Her nurse told me she doesn't do phone consultations and I would have to come back in. Great. There's 3 hours out of my day, and about 20 bucks in gas. LAME.
And then the other fun thing is I had the idea to go see Laci & Ryan this weekend for several reasons: We have never stayed at their place, we miss them, we want to celebrate with them, I NEED a haircut, I want to look good for my open house next week (and no I can't go to anyone else, because Laci IS my hairdresser. it took us a while to get it just right, but now she KNOWS how to do my hair so it works and I love it every time and there is no way I am going to someone I've never gone to before and HOPE they get it right for what is *to me* a very important day), Finn needs a trim, I wanted him to look great for his first day of preschool... I am getting far far too annoyed to keep listing reasons. Yeah it's only like the biggest day of his little life so far. I guess I'm silly to want him to look cute and handsome with a perfect new haircut, etc. And my entire business only hinges on my Open House at this point, not that THAT's a big deal or anything, and I want to feel confident and like I look good. (not that anyone really takes it seriously besides me anyway...). But yeah whatever. The point is now we can't go see them because this week is crazy for Cody at work and he doesn't feel comfortable leaving this weekend. And I get that, I do. But my husband, the would-be politician, when I asked him didn't say hell no it's going to be too busy. He said maybe that could work, I'll ask Bart, etc. And from a man who never says "yes", well I take those words to mean yes.
So I am very annoyed about that. We are trying to figure out when we can go in September but who the hell knows at this point because we can only go when no one else is there and guess what that's never pretty much. And that's not really the point, the point is I wanted to get this in before next week.
LAME.
So, I am very annoyed at the moment. I made Cody take me out to dinner to make my day a little less annoying. That was nice. But I am STILL ANNOYED. I knew we were playing it by ear, but this is not by ear - this is we never should have had the idea in the first place. This is it's stupid to think that could happen I just didn't tell you that for whatever reason. This is you should've known that even though you asked point blank and weren't told no it's undoable... UNTIL NOW.
I will continue to be annoyed by this. I will be annoyed this weekend. I will be annoyed on my open house when I have to do my hair that day, and I will be very annoyed on Finn's first day of school. Especially if I attempt to trim his hair and f&*k it up which I tend to do.
I certainly hope tomorrow is less annoying for me. Because right now I just want to cry.
2 comments:
I have SO had those days, weeks months. They truly do suck. That is when I say I feel like punching things and crying. Luckily I have been able to hold back on the punching part. Though I have done my fair share of crying.
Hope you have a better day/week/month.
Well I hear you, I definitely hear you - and I sympothize with you. I know what a day like that is like. Trust me. And I know what it's like to get your hopes up for something to happen, and then it doesn't for whatever reason. And I totally get the part about your hair - guys don't get it. Most of them could care less how their hair looked. But to women, it's our lives. Plus - it's a big deal for you, your open house. Well I hope that your week goes better, and call me or email if you ever need an ear to listen and to vent. Take care!
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